The Light at the End of the Tunnel

  

I recently went on an epic bike ride with my son and it involved riding on an old train track that has been turned into a bike path.  We went through 10 tunnels and over many trestle bridges.  The highlight of the ride was an amazingly long 1.7 mile tunnel which we went through twice, going and coming.  I noticed something about light and tunnels which I never realized before:  the light is much farther away than it seems.

The tunnel ride was a bit nerve wracking for me because my 7 year old was riding along with me and I kept anticipating worse-case scenarios.  I was already slightly unsettled upon entering the tunnel because our headlights we had bought and planned to use were insufficient for the complete darkness of the tunnel, which gets pitch black like a cave.  We had to turn around and rent brighter lights for our bicycles.

So when I began seeing the natural light at the end of the tunnel, my heart leapt for joy at exiting the tunnel without mishap.  However, I noticed that the rest of that tunnel ride seemed twice as long as I felt like it should be; I kept feeling like we should be nearing the exit but the exit stayed a really long way off yet.

I take from this a teaching about life:

Light beckons to us with warmth and with the promise of a happy ending, but we might still be in our tunnel much longer than we feel like we should be.  We might not be able to see much progress because that speck of light does not grow very quickly, but just glows as a steady companion and promise from God that He is there, waiting.

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We may feel anxious about how far off the light remains, but to stay in the darkness is not a viable choice once we have seen the light.  We must hurry toward it!  Thank you for Your Light, LORD.  ❤

 Again Jesus spoke to them, saying, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”  ~John 8:12

Let God be Your Physician

Bless the Lord, O my soul;
And all that is within me, bless His holy name!
Bless the Lord, O my soul,
And forget not all His benefits:
Who forgives all your iniquities,
Who heals all your diseases,
Who redeems your life from destruction,
Who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies,
Who satisfies your mouth with good things,
So that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.  ~Psalm 103:1-5

There is much debate and conjecture among Christians (and Jews) about whether using physicians is God’s will for us.  It is true that many physicians are Christians, but that does not make it necessarily God’s will for us, any more than any profession or action done by a Christian makes it God’s will for us.  In the following passage, God is obviously very chagrined that King Asa, who reigned longer than either King David or King Solomon, sought care from physicians instead of the Lord; so much so that He allowed him to die from his affliction.

And in the thirty-ninth year of his reign, Asa became diseased in his feet, and his malady was very severe; yet in his disease he did not seek the Lord, but the physicians.  So Asa rested with his fathers; he died in the forty-first year of his reign.  ~2 Chronicles 16:12-13

Critics argue that this means you should also seek the care of God, not just physicians.  But this makes no practical or logical sense because doctors’ treatment is largely atheistic and lacks faith, whereas God’s method of healing is largely by faith, simple touch, and prayer.  These are diametrically opposed philosophies.  If you are seeking curative treatment with a surgeon’s scalpel how does faith in the Lord and prayer factor in?  If you are healed, the glory will go to the doctor and surgery you had, not to God.  The whole reason the healing of Naaman worked from the prophet Elisha was because it was so simple as to give God the glory!

God likes to work miracles in such a way as to bring people to faith in Him.  This cannot happen when you have two conflicting belief systems at work in you.  It is similar to how the ancient Israelites worshiped God but also held to belief in their idols, praying to them and making offerings to them to ‘cover all their bases’.  Does God like this?  No he does not.  He wants all the faith, all the belief, and all the glory to go to Him, being a jealous God for us.

Let’s face it:  those who seek out doctors for care don’t really believe God can or will heal them.  Most may say a token prayer, pray daily, or even add a loved on to the church prayer list for Sunday, but they save the heavy faith for their doctor and their hospital.  At the root of this is the fleshly fear that we might become sick or die.  Men and women may prolong their life with a heart bypass or their quality of life with man-made pharmaceuticals, but this is not God’s will.

Concomitantly, due to the following verse in the Bible by the Apostle Paul, many believe Luke the Evangelist to have been primarily a doctor:

Luke the beloved physician and Demas greet you.  ~Colossians 4:14

Paul may been using the word ‘physician’ liberally to mean simply healer or comforter since Luke was an intelligent man of faith and accompanied Saint Paul on many of his journeys.  We know Luke was definitely a good historian and even artist, but the only reference historically to him being a medical doctor was the above description used by Paul, which can mean many things, as illustrated by Jesus’ use of the term ‘physician’, and the use of the term in the Old Testament by the prophets.

In other words, Luke may have been more of a ‘faith healer’ than modern day physician.  So to use this one statement to support the claim that God allows Christians to seek out care from physicians is to negate all the Biblical evidence to the contrary!

There is only one word used for ‘physician’ in the Bible in each of the Biblical languages, Hebrew and Greek.  The New Testament Greek word for physician is iatros, which means physician.  The Old Testament Hebrew word for physician is R-PH-A or R-PH-H, raphah, which means to mend, to cure, and to slacken or cease.  In Strong’s Concordance these are the listed references to ‘physician’ and ‘physicians’:

New Testament:

Matthew 9:11-13:  And when the Pharisees saw it, they said to His disciples, “Why does your Teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?  When Jesus heard that, He said to them, ‘Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick.  But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy and not sacrifice.’  For I did not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to repentance.” [Jesus is stating that sickness is spiritual, and that He is a physician who can heal them]

Mark 2:17:  “When Jesus heard it, He said to them, ‘Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. I did not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to repentance.'” [A repeat of the above verses]

Luke 4:23-27:  He said to them, ‘You will surely say this proverb to Me, ‘Physician, heal yourself! Whatever we have heard done in Capernaum, do also here in Your country.’” Then He said, ‘Assuredly, I say to you, no prophet is accepted in his own country.  But I tell you truly, many widows were in Israel in the days of Elijah, when the heaven was shut up three years and six months, and there was a great famine throughout all the land; but to none of them was Elijah sent except to Zarephath, in the region of Sidon, to a woman who was a widow.  And many lepers were in Israel in the time of Elisha the prophet, and none of them was cleansed except Naaman the Syrian.”  [It takes faith to be healed by God, and by the same token, God chooses whom He will and will not heal.  It is His sovereign right as God to have power over life and death.]

Luke 5:30-32:  And their scribes and the Pharisees complained against His disciples, saying, ‘Why do You eat and drink with tax collectors and sinners?’  Jesus answered and said to them, ‘Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick.  I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to repentance.’” [A repeat of the above verses in Matthew and Mark]

Colossians 4:14:   “Luke the beloved physician and Demas greet you.” [See above]

Mark 5:25-34:  A woman who had suffered a condition of hemorrhaging for twelve years—a long succession of physicians had treated her, and treated her badly, taking all her money and leaving her worse off than before—had heard about Jesus. She slipped in from behind and touched his robe. She was thinking to herself, “If I can put a finger on his robe, I can get well.” The moment she did it, the flow of blood dried up. She could feel the change and knew her plague was over and done with.  At the same moment, Jesus felt energy discharging from him. He turned around to the crowd and asked, “Who touched my robe?”  His disciples said, “What are you talking about? With this crowd pushing and jostling you, you’re asking, ‘Who touched me?’ Dozens have touched you!”  But he went on asking, looking around to see who had done it. The woman, knowing what had happened, knowing she was the one, stepped up in fear and trembling, knelt before him, and gave him the whole story.  Jesus said to her, “Daughter, you took a risk of faith, and now you’re healed and whole. Live well, live blessed! Be healed of your plague.” [ALL the physicians that tried to treat her failed her and treated her badly until she took an intuitive step of faith, reached out to Jesus, and was healed by Him.  Physicians today do the very same thing, pretend to be able to cure us, take our money, and often cause more harm than good, leaving us worse off than we were to begin with.]

Luke 8:43-48:  Now a woman, having a flow of blood for twelve years, who had spent all her livelihood on physicians and could not be healed by any, came from behind and touched the border of His garment. And immediately her flow of blood stopped.  And Jesus said, “Who touched Me?  When all denied it, Peter and those with him said, “Master, the multitudes throng and press You, and You say, ‘Who touched Me?’”  But Jesus said, “Somebody touched Me, for I perceived power going out from Me.” Now when the woman saw that she was not hidden, she came trembling; and falling down before Him, she declared to Him in the presence of all the people the reason she had touched Him and how she was healed immediately.  And He said to her, “Daughter, be of good cheer; your faith has made you well. Go in peace.” [A repeat of the above verse]

Old Testament:

Jeremiah 8:22:  “Is there no balm in Gilead; is there no physician there? why then is not the health of the daughter of my people recovered?” [Jeremiah mourns for the people here after the Lord has punished them for backsliding and holding fast to deceit without repenting of their wickedness.  Not even the balm of Gilead nor the physicians there can heal them once God has a mind to strike them down.]

Genesis 50:2:  When Jacob finished commanding his sons, he drew up his feet into the bed and breathed his last and was gathered to his people.  Then Joseph fell on his father’s face and wept over him and kissed him.  And Joseph commanded his servants the physicians to embalm his father. So the physicians embalmed Israel.  Forty days were required for it, for that is how many are required for embalming. And the Egyptians wept for him seventy days.” [The Egyptian physicians were Joseph’s servants, Joseph being a son of God.  He used them not to heal the living, but to embalm the dead, as per the custom in Egypt at that time.]

2 Chronicles 16:12 (quoted above)

Job 13:1-16:

“Behold, my eye has seen all this,
My ear has heard and understood it.
What you know, I also know;
I am not inferior to you.
But I would speak to the Almighty,
And I desire to reason with God.
But you forgers of lies,
You are all worthless physicians.
5 Oh, that you would be silent,
And it would be your wisdom!
Now hear my reasoning,
And heed the pleadings of my lips.
Will you speak wickedly for God,
And talk deceitfully for Him?
Will you show partiality for Him?
Will you contend for God?
Will it be well when He searches you out?
Or can you mock Him as one mocks a man?
10 He will surely rebuke you
If you secretly show partiality.
11 Will not His excellence make you afraid,
And the dread of Him fall upon you?
12 Your platitudes are proverbs of ashes,
Your defenses are defenses of clay.

13 “Hold your peace with me, and let me speak,
Then let come on me what may!
14 Why do I take my flesh in my teeth,
And put my life in my hands?
15 Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him.
Even so, I will defend my own ways before Him.
16 He also shall be my salvation,
For a hypocrite could not come before Him.” 

[Job criticizes his friends as liars and worthless physicians, and states that silence would be an improvement, giving wisdom (fear of the LORD) room to exist.  Even if He slay me, I will choose to trust the Lord.  Christians understand that death is not the end of the story, but only the beginning.  Those who seek out physicians are usually afraid of death, and put their trust not in God, but men who call themselves physicians.]

 

None of those references from the Bible speak very highly of physicians which is not surprising to true believers because physicians were analogous to Greek philosophers (whom Paul advocated against listening to) and likely progressed out of the magicians of Egypt and Babylon.

Looking deeper into the history and origin of medicine we find that it was the Egyptians and Babylonians that primarily perfected and used physicians, and later the Greeks and Romans.  Have these societies ever been the emulation of God’s chosen people?  A resounding, ‘No!’ would be the answer.  So why do we think it is okay to emulate it now?  Hippocrates, the ‘Father of Western Medicine’, lived from 460 to 370 bc, and created the Hippocratic Oath still in use for doctors today.  If medicine was such a reverent gift from God, it seems likely Jesus or the early church fathers would have spoken positively of it, and referred to it since it would have been well-known in their world by that time.  Yet they did not.  Paul, James, and Peter, the pillars of the early church, taught not to ‘make an appointment with a well-known physician to heal you’, but ‘to lay on anointed hands of those abiding in Christ, and pray’ for you.

Furthermore, the symbol used for medicine itself is the Rod of Asclepius, from Greek mythology.  Asclepius is a deity associated with healing and medicine.  It is a representation of a serpent entwined around a staff.  The serpent is God’s most cunning creature, cursed since the beginning of time for deceiving God’s chosen people.  The serpent conjures thoughts of gnosis, or knowledge, obtained illegally without God’s permission (Genesis 3).  And the staff represents God’s wand, used to perform miracles by His prophets, culminating in the sacrifice of the life of Jesus Christ, the Messiah.  To combine the staff with the serpent is heretical and blasphemous to the highest degree; it means replacing Jesus with the gnosis of man.

Which is really what we do when we seek out the care of a physician.

Why do we want to seek ‘healing’ from a profession that venerates and makes an idol of this creature which God cursed and replaces Jesus Christ as our physician?

Original Hippocratic Oath:

I swear by Apollo The Healer, by Asclepius, by Hygieia, by Panacea, and by all the Gods and Goddesses, making them my witnesses, that I will carry out, according to my ability and judgment, this oath and this indenture.

To hold my teacher in this art equal to my own parents; to make him partner in my livelihood; when he is in need of money to share mine with him; to consider his family as my own brothers, and to teach them this art, if they want to learn it, without fee or indenture; to impart precept, oral instruction, and all other instruction to my own sons, the sons of my teacher, and to indentured pupils who have taken the physician’s oath, but to nobody else.

I will use treatment to help the sick according to my ability and judgment, but never with a view to injury and wrong-doing. Neither will I administer a poison to anybody when asked to do so, nor will I suggest such a course. Similarly I will not give to a woman a pessary to cause abortion. But I will keep pure and holy both my life and my art. I will not use the knife, not even, verily, on sufferers from stone, but I will give place to such as are craftsmen therein.

Into whatsoever houses I enter, I will enter to help the sick, and I will abstain from all intentional wrong-doing and harm, especially from abusing the bodies of man or woman, bond or free. And whatsoever I shall see or hear in the course of my profession, as well as outside my profession in my intercourse with men, if it be what should not be published abroad, I will never divulge, holding such things to be holy secrets.

Now if I carry out this oath, and break it not, may I gain for ever reputation among all men for my life and for my art; but if I transgress it and forswear myself, may the opposite befall me.[5]

The beginning of this ancient oath starts out by honoring idols and end with glorifying oneself.  God as we know him is no where in this.  And it, or a version of it, is still used today by most medical schools in the United States.

 Instead, Christians should be true to God in everything, even if it means death.  Jesus taught us not to fear death, but to embrace it:
“Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.”  ~John 15:13
And that in seeking one’s life, he will lose it:
“Whoever seeks to preserve his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life will keep it.”  ~Luke 17:33
Finally, the very way we are to heal ourselves is given to us in God’s Word in the following passages:
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“In that region there was an estate of the leading citizen of the island, whose name was Publius, who received us and entertained us courteously for three days. And it happened that the father of Publius lay sick of a fever and dysentery. Paul went in to him and prayed, and he laid his hands on him and healed him. So when this was done, the rest of those on the island who had diseases also came and were healed. They also honored us in many ways; and when we departed, they provided such things as were necessary.”  ~Acts 28:7-10
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“Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray. Is anyone cheerful? Let him sing psalms.  Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord.  And the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.”  ~James 5:13-16
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Do not lay hands on anyone hastily, nor share in other people’s sins; keep yourself pure. No longer drink only water, but use a little wine for your stomach’s sake and your frequent infirmities.  Some men’s sins are clearly evident, preceding them to judgment, but those of some men follow later.  Likewise, the good works of some are clearly evident, and those that are otherwise cannot be hidden.”  ~1 Timothy 5:22-25

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All we need is faith in Jesus to be well:

Who his own self bore our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live to righteousness: by whose stripes you were healed.  ~1 Peter 2:24

Man is Forms

What has been is what will be, and what has been done is what will be done, and there is nothing new under the sun.  ~Ecclesiastes 1:9

I agree with Plato that everything exists from Forms and that Forms are the domain of God.  That God made man in His image, and God encompasses the Super Man.  When He created man in His image, he created a finite number of forms to carve out man and everything else in the lower waters, under Heaven.  And the Forms which are alive have their corresponding essence in the Upper Waters (see post on Matter and Antimatter:  Lower and Upper Waters, Day and Night), which is why Plato thought Forms existed in a ‘place beyond heaven’ (see below quote bolded).

In this context God is the Ubermensch as described by Friedrich Nietzsche, and is a goal for humanity to set for itself (wikipedia); God is the perfect Form as declared in Genesis 1:27:

So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.

Plato’s Forms:

Plato‘s theory of Forms or theory of Ideas argues that non-physical (but substantial) forms (or ideas) represent the most accurate reality. When used in this sense, the word form or idea is often capitalized.  Plato speaks of these entities only through the characters (primarily Socrates) of his dialogues who sometimes suggest that these Forms are the only objects of study that can provide knowledge; thus even apart from the very controversial status of the theory, Plato’s own views are much in doubt.  However, the theory is considered a classical solution to the problem of universals.

The early Greek concept of form precedes attested philosophical usage and is represented by a number of words mainly having to do with vision, sight, and appearance. The words, εἶδος (eidos) and ἰδέα (idea) come from the Indo-European root *weid-, “see”.Eidos (though not idea) is already attested in texts of the Homeric era, the earliest Greek literature. This transliteration and the translation tradition of German and Latin lead to the expression “theory of Ideas.” The word is however not the English “idea,” which is a mental concept only.

Starting with at least Plato and possibly germinal in some of the presocratics the forms were considered as being “in” something else, which Plato called nature (physis). The latter seemed as carved “wood”, ὕλη (hyle) in Greek, corresponding to materia in Latin, from which the English word “matter” is derived, shaped by receiving (or exchanging) forms.

The Forms are expounded upon in Plato’s dialogues and general speech, in that every object or quality in reality has a form: dogs, human beings, mountains, colors, courage, love, and goodness. Form answers the question, “What is that?” Plato was going a step further and asking what Form itself is. He supposed that the object was essentially or “really” the Form and that the phenomena were mere shadows mimicking the Form; that is, momentary portrayals of the Form under different circumstances.The problem of universalshow can one thing in general be many things in particular – was solved by presuming that Form was a distinct singular thing but caused plural representations of itself in particular objects.

A Form is aspatial (transcendent to space) and atemporal (transcendent to time). Atemporal means that it does not exist within any time period, rather it provides the formal basis for time. It therefore formally grounds beginning, persisting and ending. It is neither eternal in the sense of existing forever, nor mortal, of limited duration. It exists transcendent to time altogether.  Forms are aspatial in that they have no spatial dimensions, and thus no orientation in space, nor do they even (like the point) have a location.  They are non-physical, but they are not in the mind. Forms are extra-mental (i.e. real in the strictest sense of the word).

A Form is an objective “blueprint” of perfection.  The Forms are perfect themselves because they are unchanging.

The English word “form” may be used to translate two distinct concepts that concerned Plato—the outward “form” or appearance of something, and “Form” in a new, technical nature, that never

…assumes a form like that of any of the things which enter into her; … But the forms which enter into and go out of her are the likenesses of real existences modelled after their patterns in a wonderful and inexplicable manner….

The objects that are seen, according to Plato, are not real, but literally mimic the real Forms. In the Allegory of the Cave expressed in Republic, the things that are ordinarily perceived in the world are characterized as shadows of the real things, which are not perceived directly. That which the observer understands when he views the world mimics the archetypes of the many types and properties (that is, of universals) of things observed.

Plato often invokes, particularly in the Phaedo, Republic and Phaedrus, poetic language to illustrate the mode in which the Forms are said to exist. Near the end of the Phaedo, for example, Plato describes the world of Forms as a pristine region of the physical universe located above the surface of the Earth (Phd. 109a-111c). In the Phaedrus the Forms are in a “place beyond heaven” (huperouranios topos) (Phdr.247c ff); and in the Republic the sensible world is contrasted with the intelligible realm (noēton topon) in the famous Allegory of the Cave.

Plato emphasizes that the Forms are not beings that extend in space (or time), but subsist apart from any physical space whatsoever.  Thus we read in the Symposium of the Form of Beauty: “It is not anywhere in another thing, as in an animal, or in earth, or in heaven, or in anything else, but itself by itself with itself,” (211b). And in the Timaeus Plato writes: “Since these things are so, we must agree that that which keeps its own form unchangingly, which has not been brought into being and is not destroyed, which neither receives into itself anything else from anywhere else, nor itself enters into anything anywhere, is one thing.”

Plato’s main evidence for the existence of Forms is intuitive only and is as follows.

Human perception

We call both the sky and blue jeans by the same color, blue. However, clearly a pair of jeans and the sky are not the same color; moreover, the wavelengths of light reflected by the sky at every location and all the millions of blue jeans in every state of fading constantly change, and yet we somehow have a consensus of the basic form Blueness as it applies to them. Says Plato:

But if the very nature of knowledge changes, at the time when the change occurs there will be no knowledge, and, according to this view, there will be no one to know and nothing to be known: but if that which knows and that which is known exist ever, and the beautiful and the good and every other thing also exist, then I do not think that they can resemble a process of flux, as we were just now supposing.

Perfection

No one has ever seen a perfect circle, nor a perfectly straight line, yet everyone knows what a circle and a straight line are. Plato utilizes the tool-maker’s blueprint as evidence that Forms are real:

… when a man has discovered the instrument which is naturally adapted to each work, he must express this natural form, and not others which he fancies, in the material ….

Perceived circles or lines are not exactly circular or straight, and true circles and lines could never be detected since by definition they are sets of infinitely small points. But if the perfect ones were not real, how could they direct the manufacturer?

~Wikipedia

Subjugate to Forms, Archetypes were identified extensively by Carl Jung and are a sub-type of Form.  They are characteristics of the Form itself.  Archetypes can be further broken down into smaller characteristics like Personality Type (also identified by Jung), Appearance (identified by Socionics to some degree), followed by Traits or Quirks people can have (disorders, neuroses, or habits), finally arriving at the Person Him or Herself.  We therefore go from the Universal to the Individual or Specific, from the Form to the Person or Thing, as along a continuum, with Form being at one end and Person or Thing Itself being at the other end.

Each point on the spectrum, or subset, allows us a perspective to understand the thing in question, changing our viewpoint in order to see various nuances otherwise undetectable without changing our perspective.  For example, knowing that male man is a Form under God allows us certain understandings of ‘maleness’ that we might not derive from simply studying a certain man we know named ‘Andy’.  This man might be an archetypal father who shares characteristics of all fathers.  Along the middle of the spectrum and refining our man even more, he might be part of a group of the INTJ personality type who all carry certain understandable and consistent characteristics of perception and reasoning which help us to remember how to interact with such persons, understanding him as an INTJ father.  He will have a certain look or Appearance that reminds us of other males we have seen before (stocky and bearded).  The male in question may have developed some common inherited or acquired quirks or Traits, like a personality disorder, or the habit of cracking his knuckles.  Our man named ‘Andy’ may share his name with many other ‘Andys’, but he will have a distinct DNA blueprint and life experiences which make him completely new and induplicable even if he were to be cloned (due to the ‘experiences’ aspect of living).

Form is a hierarchical concept that is the mold from which all things exist.  Thing cannot exist without its Form.  And since nothing can exist without God, Form is from God.  Form is God’s stencil.  At each subset from Form to Person or Thing, there are reproducible aspects of the subject until we reach the endpoint, Person or Thing Itself, which is unreproducible.  Within this conceptual framework we can see and prove that no Thing can exist on its own without Form or without God.  Because if we look we can see that Person or Thing is like other persons or things that have come before it, and exist outside of time and space to the Person or Thing Itself.

This is an irreversible process, extending from God down to us.

It is impossible to start at a Unique Individual and create an intentional and different Unique Individual from it by ourselves.  We can clone ourselves which creates a copy of us, but it will still have a random difference based upon its life experiences.  We must always go back to Form for Individual Person or Thing to be created.  And Form comes from God.  To explain:  Andy can participate in creating another Individual, but his daughter would be a completely different Form than him, being a woman not a man, taking us back to the top of the hierarchy of Form.  As another example for Thing, a Table cannot produce another table!  But a table can be reproduced by the entity capable of understanding the Form of a table, like a carpenter.

Interesting that Jesus was a carpenter!

Isn’t this the carpenter? Isn’t this Mary’s son and the brother of James, Joseph, Judas and Simon?  ~Mark 6:3

Before man discovered the wheel, Form for wheel existed, but it had not been made yet.  Wheel did not end up making a wheel, because wheel did not yet exist.  Man conceived of wheel in his mind, and made a wheel.  In this same way, man could not make man.  Nor can animal have made man, because animal is a completely different Form from man.  Only man can think in his mind–‘SHWB’ in the Hebrew–which means to shine in the mind.  Even though man can think higher than animal, man can still not produce other living creatures, man can only produce things.  Because the domain of Life is the sovereignty of God alone:

Then the LORD God said, “Behold, the man has become like one of us in knowing good and evil. Now, lest he reach out his hand and take also of the tree of life and eat, and live forever—therefore the LORD God sent him out from the garden of Eden to work the ground from which he was taken.”  ~Genesis 3:22-23

A hypothetical hierarchy of Form:

GOD

Form

Man/Woman

Archetype

Personality Types

Appearance

Traits

Individual Person or Thing

For example, Male:

God, Man, Father Archetype, INTJ, *picture of Andy who looks like other ‘Andys’*, Narcissist, Andy Himself

Or example, Female:

God, Woman, Mother Archetype, ISFJ, *picture of Susan who looks like other ‘Susans’, Caretaker, Susan Herself.

Forms exist separate from space and time just like God does.  Forms, like all existence, were breathed into being.

And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters.  And God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light.  ~Genesis 1:2-3

And Jesus was the Word that existed before all things:

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made.In Him was life, and the life was the light of men. And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.  ~John 1:1-5

Paul states the theory of Forms well when he says:

But who are you, a human being, to talk back to God? “Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, ‘Why did you make me like this?'”  Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for special purposes and some for common use?…What if he did this to make the riches of his glory known to the objects of his mercy, whom he prepared in advance for glory–  ~Romans 9:20-21, 23

Another Reason I Know God and His Son Are Real

Akiane Kramarik had a dream about this vision and painted it:

“…In one of my dreams I saw the image of white pyramids beaten by the ocean waves and surrounded by LIVE bubbles. Unlike most of my paintings, I had no idea what those symbols meant, but I painted them anyway. Today the meaning still remains a riddle…”

– Akiane

It is just another confirmation for me that God is real. I know what the symbols mean because God revealed their meaning to me several years ago when I began studying His Word in depth. I have blogged about the symbols in my blog here in my posts about Circles and 22/7.

Recently I traveled home and was confronted with some truths which were hard for me, yet healing. In the midst of this, I stumbled upon Akiane’s painting above (I already was a fan of hers from years ago), and it was an awesome discovery because I felt God saying to me,
“Your thoughts about me are real, and I am real. You can put your trust in Me.”
It was like a multi-dimensional hug from God made specifically for me because I am aware of the meaning of this painting.
The water is all around us, all life; the lower waters and upper waters encompass all life. Our Universe was created from the waters. Life is born from water. But to be born unto the spiritual realm, God’s realm, we must all be born again of the Spirit.
The pyramids were made because the Egyptians knew the secret of pi, 22/7, the circle, from which all other geometric shapes are born. They used pi as the foundation for making the great pyramids and the Babylonians used a slightly different version of pi, 25/8 to make their ziggurats and other structures. Throughout the Bible, 22/7 is infused into the narrative if you know how to look for it. The circle means God. That is why ancient man made giant stone circle rings out of rocks that can only be viewed from the sky. It was a message to God and a way to honor Him, and I believe, a way to show they were waiting for their Messiah.
The bubbles in the painting represent how the living water, Jesus Christ, merges with the circle of God, becoming one. The water overlapping the pyramids means the water which encompasses us all can destroy even our greatest creations, even if we know the secret of pi and the secrets of God. Only by being born again unto Jesus Christ and becoming part of the Living Water, and becoming like children in our love and joy, can we overcome the inevitable destruction to come, the second death. And rise up into Heaven above.
~selah

Part 1. Matter and Antimatter: Lower and Upper Waters, Day and Night

It fascinates me how when matter and antimatter collide it produces photons or gamma rays, which is pure light.  This physical process is called ‘annihilation’, and a lot of energy is released when it happens.  Light can also be separated in a process called ‘pair production’, though we humans cannot do that very well yet.

But God can.  God is Pure Light.  This means He doesn’t exist in a momentary flash of light like particles do when they meet their oppositely charged partner.  He holds this process in Himself eternally, making Him perpetual LIGHT. (see GIF in this link).  In His miraculous way he keeps the flow of positive and negative energy colliding where He is.  Despite our efforts, we have not been able to harness enough antimatter to boil a cup of tea (http://www.symmetrymagazine.org/article/april-2015/ten-things-you-might-not-know-about-antimatter.)

We are created in His image, therefore we are created from this Light Source.  And we become matter while our other side is held apart from us somewhere, because to meet with our particular antimatter would mean we become annihilated, to use the proper scientific term.

I believe the mystery of the Upper Waters which are created on the Second Day of creation are where God stores the antimatter, and perhaps the dark energy too, which make up most of our universe.  He separates ‘the waters from the waters’ which is a confusing statement until you consider it sounds almost completely similar to matter and antimatter!  Heaven-the Expanse-separates Light from Darkness because for us there would be nothing if there were no Expanse:  what makes us, and everything around us, would find its mate and annihilate into pure Light, then disappear.

Evil exists everywhere.  Satan wants to speed this process of annihilation along because he wants to create light himself.  He wants control over death, and he is bent on killing and destroying everything.  Does he not realize he cannot create perpetual light which is God?  No, he does not.  Most of those intent on evil are extremely myopic in their vision, if you think about it.  They cannot see the big picture, but only the part of the picture where they place themselves as king for a moment.  And satan is no different.

Man too would like to control life.  Which is ultimately why we are seeking antimatter.  Once we understand it we can control it and use it.  But what man does not see in his own myopia is that God in Heaven stands firmly between the two.  And with a Word can control our destiny in a flash, like He did with the Big Bang.

Illustration:

Genesis 1:  King James Version

In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth.

And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. [b below]

3 And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.  [b below]

(b) represents the waters (+) and (-) coming together at God’s command to create light, also called ‘annihilation’.  “Whoever loses his life for my sake shall find it.”  ~Jesus

And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness [a below].

And God called the light Day, and the darkness he called Night. And the evening and the morning were the first day.  [a below]

(a) represents God dividing the light from the darkness.  And He called the light Day [matter] and the darkness Night [dark, or anti-, matter].  And this completed the First Day.  This is called ‘pair production’.  As I discuss in my Exegesis of Genesis the light and darkness here is more figurative than literal when one looks at the original words in Hebrew, and since our luminaries (the sun, moon, and stars) will not actually be formed until the Fourth Day. 

And God said, Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters.

Dividing the waters from the waters means dividing the matter from the antimatter, because if they do not stay divided they will annihilate (see video below).  God creates the expanse-Heaven-to separate these two opposing forces.  He is the gate-keeper between life and death not just for individuals but for all matter.

And God made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament: and it was so.

And God called the firmament Heaven. And the evening and the morning were the second day.

And God said, Let the waters under the heaven be gathered together unto one place, and let the dry land appear: and it was so.

And the upper waters are not referred to again except in Psalm 148:4:  “Praise him, ye heavens of heavens, and ye waters that be above the heavens.”

10 And God called the dry land Earth; and the gathering together of the waters called he Seas: and God saw that it was good….

 

 

 

The Three Heavens, the Three Hells, and God

Heaven

Paradise

Living in the Spirit on Earth

Living in the Flesh on Earth

Sheol

Lake of Fire

We know there are three heavens because of the Apostle Paul’s words in his epistle to the Corinthians

2 Corinthians 12:2-5 New King James Version (NKJV)

I know a man in Christ who fourteen years ago—whether in the body I do not know, or whether out of the body I do not know, God knows—such a one was caught up to the third heaven. And I know such a man—whether in the body or out of the body I do not know, God knows— how he was caught up into Paradise and heard inexpressible words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter. Of such a one I will boast; yet of myself I will not boast, except in my infirmities.

As there are three degrees of hell, there are also three heavens.  The first heaven is our earth that God gave us, including our atmosphere and outer space.  It is temporal meaning it is tangible, physical, and not necessarily spiritual, though it can be. Just as earth can be hell and man can suffer, it can also be heavenly because of all the blessings God bestows on man, in Christ and without.  After all, sometimes evil people receive good things, and the most persecuted are those who follow Christ.  Although overall, it is also true that Christ makes the difference between heaven and hell in our earthly bodies and existence.

Created for us over billions of years, the earth has been sculpted by our Father for us to live in and dwell in and to have joy in.  From the platform of the earth, we can contemplate our Maker while looking out at our distant universe and back into the far reaches of time.  In the first degree of hell, we can live a ‘lowly’ and ‘base’ life mired in dirtiness, darkness, and depravity; or live a higher life with a higher mind listening to the upward call of God in Christ Jesus (Philippians 3:14).  Not as tillers of the ground like Cain, living for the flesh; but as holy beings like Abel, living for the Spirit.

The second heaven is Paradise.  That place where Jesus is meeting us when those who believe in Him pass from death unto life (Luke 23:43).  The holding place where saints and those great and small await the Final Judgment.  Analogous to Sheol, Paradise exists only in the Spirit realm between true Heaven and life on earth.  Our bodies decay as in Sheol, but in Sheol those poor souls become less than a man, and in Paradise we become more like God.  Like Sheol, it is a temporary holding place until Jesus completes His thousand year reign and Heaven is established.  This is undoubtedly where the Garden of Eden is being protected from man.

The third heaven is Heaven, which is the New Zion, the New Jerusalem, which will be established in the Final Days.  Paul was caught up to here for a while, transcending through paradise, but he did not like to talk about it lest he be seen as boasting.  Its analogous dwelling place for those who are evil is the eternal Lake of Fire.  They both last forever and ever:  one good, one bad.  Explained in the final pages of scripture, it is the long-awaited time when God places His tabernacle among men and they become His people, and He their God (Revelation 21:3).

How characteristic of God to make six levels of existence for man, just as He made six days of creation for man.  Of course, God makes the circle complete as the seventh essence encompassing all these heavens and hells, transcendent and immanent among and in all of them, just as He is resting in His seventh day now, awaiting His new kingdom to come.

There is no place man can escape or disappear from God.

~~~Praise God~~~

Death and the Afterlife, Part III: Sheol

I emphatically believe there is an afterlife called Sheol.  Sheol is SHAL or SHAWL in Hebrew and means world of the dead.  It is pronounced sheh-ole’, with a long e.  Translators over the centuries have also called this hell.

The individual letters in the word Sheol tell us much about its meaning.  Hebrew is read from right to left.  The first letter of Sheol looks like a ‘W’ and is the letter ‘shin’, the 21st letter in the Hebrew alphabet.  It is next to the last letter in the alphabet with the last letter being T, Taw.  This itself means that Sheol is not the final place, but the next to last place.  If it were the final place, it would be better represented by T, as in Theol.

The legs of the shin converge downward into a central point or valley.  The Jews believe the way it is drawn represents the three valleys surrounding Jerusalem coming together with the central point being Jerusalem itself.  Note that Ezekiel below speaks about the bones of the valley coming to life.  Sheol is a pit.  Pit correlates with valley.  Overall the first letter of Sheol reminds us of the wide path to hell:

“Enter by the narrow gate; for the gate is wide, and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and many are those who enter by it.” (Matthew 7:13)

Then there is the letter A, aleph and looks kind of like our ‘X’.  A is undeniably the letter which represents God and things or people denoting God’s realm.  ALHYM is God’s name given to us in the first sentence of the Bible.  Coming after shin in the word Sheol shows us that God is the only one who can reach down into Sheol, but that He is right there beside those who suffer in Sheol, that they are not forgotten by Him.

The next letter in the word Sheol is an L, lamed, and it reaches up into Heaven!  The letter L is associated with words describing holy concepts in the Bible.  It is next to aleph because it is connected to Heaven.  Almighty ALHYM  contacted those in the pit, redeemed them, and sent them on into Heaven.

Sometimes a ‘vav’ or w (in modern Hebrew it is a v) is inserted between the aleph and lamed (A and L) in the word Sheol.  A vav serves as a divine connector or force of God that binds Heaven and earth (hebrew4christians.com).  In the picture of the word Sheol above, there is no vav.  However, in the above word for Sheol there is an H, hey, placed at the end.  H represents God’s breath and exists in everything.  At the beginning of words it imparts definition to a thing, or acknowledges something as it is.  In the middle of words it means God breathes right into the thing.  At the end of words it means femininity.  Being placed here at the end of Sheol it likely means He resurrected his bride from Sheol, and sent her into Heaven upon His breath.

Finally, the letters in the word Sheol are strikingly close to the letters in the word for Israel:  YSRAL, showing us that God’s people are never far from Sheol, and as Jesus says, most will end up there.

ysrael (3)

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As I have been describing in my vision given to me by God, Sheol for those who have denied God is a torment.  Here are some verses that offer some interesting descriptions of it:

The poor man died and was carried by the angels to Abraham’s side. The rich man also died and was buried, and in Hades, being in torment, he lifted up his eyes and saw Abraham far off and Lazarus at his side.  And he called out, ‘Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus to dip the end of his finger in water and cool my tongue, for I am in anguish in this flame.’ 25 But Abraham said, ‘Child, remember that you in your lifetime received your good things, and Lazarus in like manner bad things; but now he is comforted here, and you are in anguish. 26 And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been fixed, in order that those who would pass from here to you may not be able, and none may cross from there to us.’27 And he said, ‘Then I beg you, father, to send him to my father’s house—28 for I have five brothers—so that he may warn them, lest they also come into this place of torment.’ 29 But Abraham said, ‘They have Moses and the Prophets; let them hear them.’ 30 And he said, ‘No, father Abraham, but if someone goes to them from the dead, they will repent.’ 31 He said to him, ‘If they do not hear Moses and the Prophets, neither will they be convinced if someone should rise from the dead.’”  ~Luke 16:22-31

God allowed the rich man to look up into paradise to see the rich man being comforted by Abraham.  God is watching to see what the rich man says and what is in his heart when he is called to look up out of Hades (Sheol).  The rich man cared more about his brothers in this parable than himself, which is good.  When he asks if someone can go to them from the dead it is an allusion to Christ’s coming crucifixion and sacrifice on the cross, and his resurrection from the dead.  But to communicate with the dead is a sin, illustrated by the story of Saul and the witch of Endor, so there is no way Father Abraham will grant the rich man’s wish.

Once you die, it is too late to be redeemed except by the grace of God, and the prayers of those who breathe the Holy Spirit your direction.

…For there is no work or thought or knowledge or wisdom in Sheol, to which you are going.  (Ecc 9:10)

In Hebrew:

Work is ‘M’SaH’ and means activity or work.

Thought is ‘CHSHBWN’ and means contrivance, intelligence, or reason.

Knowledge is ‘D’TH’ and means knowledge, norantly, and cunning.

Wisdom is ‘CHKMah’ and means wisdom in a good sense, wisely.

Especially enlightening is the word for knowledge, D’TH, because this is the word referenced in the Bible for God’s knowledge, not just human knowledge.  The root word is YD’ which means ‘to know’.  There are other less divine words available to express human knowledge.

This shows us that Sheol is a place where they cannot work, they cannot reason, they cannot have knowledge, and they cannot be wise.

Many verses go on to speak about the lack of hope in Sheol or the Pit.  This excerpt is from Isaiah 38:17-18:

“…but You loved my soul from the pit of destruction; You have cast all my sins behind Your back.  For Sheol cannot thank You; death cannot praise You; the ones going down to the Pit cannot HOPE for Your truth.”

In these verses, the first mention of ‘pit’ is SHCHTH meaning corruption, grave, or pit.  Sheol means world of the dead or hell.  And the second mention of ‘Pit’ is BWR meaning bore, pit hole, dungeon.  Hope is SHBR meaning watching, or to expect.

Numerous verses speak to God retrieving those in Sheol, and there being a consciousness of sorts there:

“If I go up to heaven, You are there; if I make my bed in Sheol, You are there.”  ~Psalm 139:8

“Sheol and Abaddon lie open before the LORD; how much more the hearts of the children of man!”  ~Proverbs 15:11

“Though they dig into Sheol, From there will My hand take them; And though they ascend to heaven, From there will I bring them down.”  ~Amos 9:2

God is there with those in Sheol.  There is no memory, no knowledge, no intelligence, no activity, no wisdom, and no hope.  Man will suffer but not even understand why he is suffering.  All things that man needs to live as a man in God’s image and thrive are absent there.  Man in this state is completely at God’s mercy to reach out to him, because in Sheol it seems man will not be able to reach out and seek God anymore.  And I believe God has so much grace that it is right in line with His way to give man a final chance to turn his heart to God in Sheol.  While others sleep peacefully awaiting the Messiah, souls in torment are being saved in ways only God knows.

Only the most evil or wicked will be left in the Final Day, and cast into the eternal Lake of Fire.

The following vision from Ezekiel teaches us how we can each, through the Holy Spirit, reach our hearts down into Sheol and save those destined there for final destruction, helping them on into Heaven with our love through Jesus Christ.  God clearly iterates in this narrative that He gives us the power to do that!

Praise You Yahweh ALHYM for giving Your people a final, extra chance at everlasting life.

The Dry Bones Live

37 The hand of the Lord came upon me and brought me out in the Spirit of theLord, and set me down in the midst of the valley; and it was full of bones.Then He caused me to pass by them all around, and behold, there were very many in the open valley; and indeed they were very dry. And He said to me, “Son of man, can these bones live?”

So I answered, “O Lord God, You know.”

Again He said to me, “Prophesy to these bones, and say to them, ‘O dry bones, hear the word of the Lord! Thus says the Lord God to these bones: “Surely I will cause breath to enter into you, and you shall live. I will put sinews on you and bring flesh upon you, cover you with skin and put breath in you; and you shall live. Then you shall know that I am the Lord.”’”

So I prophesied as I was commanded; and as I prophesied, there was a noise, and suddenly a rattling; and the bones came together, bone to bone. Indeed, as I looked, the sinews and the flesh came upon them, and the skin covered them over; but there was no breath in them.

Also He said to me, “Prophesy to the breath, prophesy, son of man, and say to the breath, ‘Thus says the Lord God: “Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe on these slain, that they may live.”’” 10 So I prophesied as He commanded me, and breath came into them, and they lived, and stood upon their feet, an exceedingly great army.

11 Then He said to me, “Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They indeed say, ‘Our bones are dry, our hope is lost, and we ourselves are cut off!’ 12 Therefore prophesy and say to them, ‘Thus says the Lord God: “Behold, O My people, I will open your graves and cause you to come up from your graves, and bring you into the land of Israel. 13 Then you shall know that I amthe Lord, when I have opened your graves, O My people, and brought you up from your graves. 14 I will put My Spirit in you, and you shall live, and I will place you in your own land. Then you shall know that I, the Lord, have spokenit and performed it,” says the Lord.’”

And They Shall Become One Flesh.

Man and his Wife

And the Lord GOD called, “It is not good that the man is separated from his feminine equal, and a helper to be a mate.”

And the Lord GOD formed from the ground every living thing of the land, and every living bird of the heavens, and brought them to the man to see what he would proclaim their name to be.

And the man proclaimed all which were breathing and alive with their name; he proclaimed names to all cattle and to all the birds of the heavens, and to every living thing of the land.

But to Adam there was not found a helper to be a mate.

And the Lord GOD caused a deep sleep to fall on the man, and he slept, and Yahweh took one rib from his ribs and closed the flesh beneath.

And the Lord GOD made from the rib which had been taken from Adam a woman, and brought her to the man and called the man, “This at last is a body from my body, and flesh from my flesh.  For this I proclaim ‘Woman’ because from man she has been taken.”

Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and cling to his wife, and they shall become one flesh.

And they were both nude, the man and his wife, and they were not ashamed.

Adam and eve 1 (2).jpg

I have explored the subject of monogamy from nearly every angle imaginable.  Experiencing the parameters of relationship was an intense interest of mine while I was still married.  I even seriously considered going back to school to study anthropology as it applies to human intimacy such was my obsession with this subject.

I succeeded at monogamy for about 22 years, so I know a bit about it; the high points and the low.  The bliss and the brokenness.  I dabbled in polyamory for many years, mostly in my mind, but occasionally in my flesh as well.  I found this dynamic to be my preferred one.  More love was euphoric, why settle for just one love?

I have contemplated, philosophized, debated, meditated, and imagined the realm of relationships possible in life and lived most of them out, from ascetic to swinger.  I have blogged-and deleted-posts of emphatic feeling one way or the other depending on my perspective at any given time.  I swing this way and I swing that way (pun intended).  And I acknowledge that it is a very complex issue, this one of human intimacy and sexual loving.  Perhaps the most difficult one we face in our tenure here on earth.

I know from intense research that the Bible does not make polygyny a sin, which means one man can marry more than one woman, and which much of the world still practices today.  It makes sense also practically for a man to take care of more than one woman, and for women to be co-wives; women and men both are suited to this, and children can benefit as well in certain situations.  That it is not expressly forbidden in the Torah is profound, and meaningful.

Beyond the law however, when we look to the stories of the Bible, it is clear that in every case of polygyny, even in the most blessed sons of God, like Abraham, families and their future seed suffered negative consequences from being married to more than one wife.  Often in the Bible the children of different mothers aggrieve each other, war with each other, and murder each other out of maleficence born from their familial birthright or lack thereof.  This is a grave teaching from God through His prophets for us with eyes to see and ears to hear.  Indeed the first example of polygyny was in Lamech, seven generations from Adam, the man who was noteworthy for vengeance and bloodthirstiness.  And no matter how noble and honorable the patriarchs Abraham and Jacob (Israel) were, their practice of polygyny caused serious problems in their people which even extends into our modern world!

Polygamy is not a sin, and even though more love seems like a good idea, and man in his flesh might be hardwired for this.  From the very beginning, a couple of key points are unmistakably monogamous.  God takes one rib from Adam and closed the flesh beneath.  One rib equals one woman.  Closing the flesh implies it is done.  Then the man and woman become one flesh.  If they become one flesh, they essentially become joined physically and psychically to the point cleaving apart would cause much destruction and pain.

This is God’s ideal state for man and woman.  A bit further into the creation story God also makes man in His image, male and female He makes them.  But I also know that God can manifest Himself in a myriad of forms and ways, and He has unlimited names for Himself.  In this way, man could make himself fit more than one woman, easily as well, as he is made in the image of God.

The Apostle Paul is clear on this subject regarding bishops in the early church:

A bishop then must be blameless, the husband of one wife, temperate, sober-minded, of good behavior, hospitable, able to teach; not given to wine, not violent, not greedy for money, but gentle, not quarrelsome, not covetous; one who rules his own house well, having his children in submission with all reverence (for if a man does not know how to rule his own house, how will he take care of the church of God?); not a novice, lest being puffed up with pride he fall into the same condemnation as the devil.  ~1 Timothy 3:2-6

Overall, it requires the Holy Spirit moving in man for each man to know the path God has in mind for him.  Monogamy is not for everyone, and neither is polygamy.  It is almost certain that while not a sin, polygamy will cause familial pain and strife.  Finally, pastors and church leaders are called to be monogamous, at the very least.

~selah

God Gave me this Scripture as I Awoke this Morning: ‘Genesis 23:2’

And Sarah died at Kiriath-arba (that is, Hebron) in the land of Canaan, and Abraham went in to mourn for Sarah and to weep for her.  ~Genesis 23:2

It is interesting that He gave me this scripture as I have also been studying mourning of late.  I suppose I am mourning for my Sarah, as Abraham is.

In this dawn He also made me know that, as was spoken to in the Job birthday post, He makes His chosen ones to suffer greatly here on earth.  In fact, it is as if those who suffer most are marked by Him as His.

I have heard priests remark that we might never understand why bad people get good things here on earth, but in light of these scriptures we can see that suffering here is a necessary process to enter His final kingdom.  It might be part of that refining by fire that we are taught throughout scripture.  Or separating the wheat from the chaff.  To be burned with fire hurts more than anything on earth.  To separate wheat from chaff, it is basically rhythmically beaten against something hard, so that the wheat heads fall into a pile for storage, and the chaff blows away on the wind~

I am convinced by these verses that those of us who suffer, as Jesus speaks to in the Beatitudes, are the very ones who can enter the Kingdom of Heaven.  Another reason I have been drawn to alcoholics, the oppressed, and those scarred by life.  They are fellow brethren whom I recognize in spirit.

I love you with all my heart, soul, and might, My LORD.

~s

How to Mourn with Someone, and Job Rues His Birthday~

After God grants the devil permission, Job loses his sons, his servants, his livestock, and he becomes covered in painful boils from his heel to his head.  Now when Job’s three friends hear of all this adversity that happens to him, each one leaves from his place, for they had made an appointment to come together and mourn with him, and to comfort him.  And when they raise their eyes from afar, they did not recognize him, so they lifted their voices and wept; and each tore his robe and sprinkled dust on his head toward heaven.

So they sat down with him on the ground seven days and seven nights, and no one spoke a word to him, for they saw that his grief was very great. 

Saint Paul speaks to this when he says:

Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep.  ~Romans 12:15

Not many things are worse than grieving and having others cause more harm than good with their words and intentions. The interesting thing is that God made consoling people the right way as simple as being present but doing nothing, not even speaking.  No one knows what someone might be feeling during their grief, but to support them appropriately lest we hurt them more is mandated in scripture.  It is validating to be acknowledged in grief.  So often we want to brush it off or move on, both as the one grieving and the friend of those in grief.  However, God calls us to sit still and be quiet in our grief.

After this Job opened his mouth and cursed the day of his birth.  And Job spoke, and said:

May the day perish on which I was born,

And the night in which it was said,

‘A male child is conceived.’

May that day be darkness;

May God above not seek it,

Nor the light shine upon it,

May darkness and the shadow of death claim it;

May a cloud settle on it;

May the blackness of the day terrify it.

As for that night, may darkness seize it;

MAY IT NOT BE INCLUDED AMONG THE DAYS OF THE YEAR,

MAY IT NOT COME INTO THE NUMBER OF THE MONTHS.

Oh, may that night be barren!

May no joyful shout come into it!

May those curse it who curse the day,

Those who are ready to arouse Leviathan.

May the stars of its morning be dark;

May it look for light, but have none,

And not see the dawning of the day;

Because it did not shut up the doors of my mother’s womb,

Nor hide sorrow from my eyes.

Why did I not die at birth?

Why did I not perish when I came from the womb?

Why did the knees receive me?

Or why the breasts, that I should nurse?

For now I would have lain still and been quiet,

I WOULD HAVE BEEN ASLEEP;

THEN I WOULD HAVE BEEN AT REST

WITH KINGS AND COUNSELORS OF THE EARTH,

WHO BUILT RUINS FOR THEMSELVES,

Or with princes who had gold,

Who filled their houses with silver;

Or why was I not hidden like a stillborn child,

Like infants who never saw light?

There the wicked cease from troubling,

And there the weary of strength are at rest.

There the prisoners are at ease together;

They do not hear the voice of the oppressor.

The small and great are there, and the servant is free from his master.

Why is light given to him who is in misery,

And life to the bitter of soul,

Who long for death, but it does not come,

And search for it more than hidden treasures;

Who rejoice exceedingly,

And are glad when they can find the grave?

WHY IS LIGHT GIVEN TO A MAN WHOSE WAY IS HIDDEN,

AND WHOM GOD HAS HEDGED IN?

For my sighing comes before I eat,

And my groanings pour out like water.

For the thing I greatly feared has come upon me,

And what I dreaded has happened to me.

I am not at ease, nor am I quiet;

I have no rest, for trouble comes.”

It is as if our life is a rite of passage that we must endure in order to search for ‘hidden treasures’ which is the knowledge of God.  Life, as miserable as it can be, is a blessing we must partake in to enter the kingdom of heaven.  Otherwise, we would be sleeping in the same place the pharaohs, wicked, wealthy, and weary [weak] go.  Where there is no servitude because there is no master.  In other words, if we had never been born, or if we had lived and died in the world, we would be asleep in darkness.  In order to achieve life and light, we must die to the world:  Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”  ~Matthew 10:39

Instead we have been given life.  We have been given light in God’s Son, Jesus.  And even though our way is hidden from us, we have been safely ‘hedged in’ by God.  We sigh, we groan, we suffer with our greatest fears realized…This is how it is for God’s chosen ones.

And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you.  ~1 Peter 5:10

As He also did for Job.

~Selah